Home Again
Got home yesterday afternoon. Had a lovely week with my friend Jane in Johnson City. She was house sitting for her brother who has a lovely place outside of town, complete with calf, guinea fowl, deer and wild turkey. What a great time I had!!! We did a little touring (Fredricksburg, Llano, Lukenbach, Enchanted Rock) and some stay at home and swim too. All and all, the week couldn't have been more perfect. I even got to revisit the Elisabeth Ney museum in Austin on my way home. I highly recommend all of the above places. Llano was an adventure in eating BBQ. Coopers BBQ was the best I have ever had and an experience in the bargain. Enchanted Rock is just what it says. The museum is Ney's sculpture studio and is very interesting. And best of all was time spent with Jane. We got to catch up and even shared new pics of Jimmy that Tiff e-mailed us. Always makes me smile. :)
Have had a couple of aha's lately.
First: Babies. . . I love babies. I have always loved babies. What I realized recently was that being around babies puts ME in an energy of love. I feel better in their auras. Once a friend who never had children said to me that she thought mothers knew things that non mothers didn't. I of course could see that the journey of parenthood would bring different lessons than non parenthood, but the recent realization was that it is the experience of having your day to day bathed in the energy of love that is one of the most important lessons of the journey. It introduced me to being in the energy of love in a more profound way than any thing else I had experienced before. The course (A Course In Miracles) says everything is love or fear, but that ultimately fear is just a cry for love, so it is either love or a cry for love. Motherhood moved me much closer to that lesson.
Second: Lack. . . I came into a family that has had the energy of "not enough" run through it for generations. I am trying to shift this into an attitude of abundance. My personal truth is that I have never had a hungry day in my life, never been without clothes or a roof over my head, never really faced serious deprivation. My ancestors did and I believe the energy of fear that they experienced has been passed on to their offspring. I am shifting this. My children are shifting this. The aha came while Jane and I were talking about this being a part of her story also. I realized that shifting this energy is part of our soul agreement. When enough of us make this shift and critical mass is reached we will realize that there really is enough resources on the planet to take care of all it's inhabitants. This is a big aha for me. :)
Well that's about it, glad to be back home, grateful for wonderful friends, and especially my terrific family. . .just enjoying the journey :)
Have had a couple of aha's lately.
First: Babies. . . I love babies. I have always loved babies. What I realized recently was that being around babies puts ME in an energy of love. I feel better in their auras. Once a friend who never had children said to me that she thought mothers knew things that non mothers didn't. I of course could see that the journey of parenthood would bring different lessons than non parenthood, but the recent realization was that it is the experience of having your day to day bathed in the energy of love that is one of the most important lessons of the journey. It introduced me to being in the energy of love in a more profound way than any thing else I had experienced before. The course (A Course In Miracles) says everything is love or fear, but that ultimately fear is just a cry for love, so it is either love or a cry for love. Motherhood moved me much closer to that lesson.
Second: Lack. . . I came into a family that has had the energy of "not enough" run through it for generations. I am trying to shift this into an attitude of abundance. My personal truth is that I have never had a hungry day in my life, never been without clothes or a roof over my head, never really faced serious deprivation. My ancestors did and I believe the energy of fear that they experienced has been passed on to their offspring. I am shifting this. My children are shifting this. The aha came while Jane and I were talking about this being a part of her story also. I realized that shifting this energy is part of our soul agreement. When enough of us make this shift and critical mass is reached we will realize that there really is enough resources on the planet to take care of all it's inhabitants. This is a big aha for me. :)
Well that's about it, glad to be back home, grateful for wonderful friends, and especially my terrific family. . .just enjoying the journey :)
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